Really… I just don’t really care about what other people think about me but… I’m crying looking at his perfect face, listening to his amazing voice, knowing that there is almost no chance to see him and if I do, I will be just one from the crowd of his fans. But.. even if it hurts so much I will never replace this feeling with anything else. My heart hurts, my tears fall and I’m shaking innerly every time I see him but… it’s better to feel anything than not feeling at all. I just don’t want to stop my heart beating for him, even if he doesn’t know about it. That hurts but… let it hurt even more… I don’t care anymore about anything. Just let me be like that… forever.
… it’s been a month since the Paddy’s Day when… I saw NU’EST for the first time. I can’t believe that I love them more and more every single day. And that I can listen to Face something like 16 times a day :3 This has never happened to me before.